Welcome to my So-Called Life

Monday Monday Monday...

I remember being a kid and being sooooooooo excited to stay home from school. Even if i was sick or better yet a snow day. Yeah that doesn't work so much as an adult. I miss the comforts of a daily routine. As much as complain and moan about work, my personal life, household chores...I actually kinda miss it all.

I've been somewhat of a hermit for almost a week now and i am starting to go a bit stir crazy. Maybe it's because i haven't found a rhythm yet as to what to do with my day, I mean it has only been a week. Maybe I can't stand the way I look right now, I just want to look human again and not someone who got beaten upside the face with a lead pipe. Its just frustrating. So to fix this, I am going to set myself some goals for this week:

~ Make somewhat of a REAL meal in a blender, something with substance that does not include a milkshake or some sort of broth.

~ Take a walk outside every day. Hey the weather is nice still and the Heritage trail is in my backyard. I can throw a baseball hat and some sunglasses on and wander around during the day.

That's all I have right now, maybe next week one of those can actually be wandering out to a public place for an hour....*cue dramatic music* So we shall see.

I'll upload a few more pictures today. I have an appointment with the surgeon today another follow up. I have to tell him i still haven't regained full feeling in my chin yet, maybe he actually DID bust that nerve. hahahaha. That would suck. I can hear everyone now: don't joke about that Jody. That's not funny.

To ease everyone, any nerve trauma, even mild, can take weeks, months, sometimes years, depending on the extent to regain full sensation back into it. If it ever comes back. I looked at the x-ray before I left. The nerve is intact, so maybe he just nicked it. meh. I am not going to worry about it until 2 weeks from now. If i still can't feel parts of my chin then we can discuss. We all know this is, and has been, a work in progress.

Until next time my friends :-)