Sunday, August 2, 2009

Missing you...

I know I know....I am horrible at updating this thing.

I read my last post and noticed it was from May. MAY!! I used to update this weekly, or even at least monthly. There's been plenty to report on, I just haven't had time to sit down and put it on paper. Have no fear....I have returned.

So what's new....hmm...

May - My bestest friend/sis got married. It was a beautiful day for a beautiful wedding. I had a ton of fun in NJ that weekend. Other than that typical shenanigans. I successfully completed 2 levels in dance in what I affectionately referred to as "Hell week" (6 straight days of dance class).

June - was completely a blur. Honestly I have no real recollection of what went on. I know it rained for a month. According to my favorite weather guy, Kevin Skarupa, we had 9, count'em 9, days of sunshine. The end of the month was spent buying the MJ catalogue. Did I do anything fun? Probably, but nothing out of the ordinary.

July - the sun finally came out!! Woot woot!! For fun this month, I spent an extended weekend in LI picking up some wine. Wrecked my ankle...pretty bad too, considering its been 3 weeks and it still hurts...oh well.

This month, August, kicked off with our annual shitshow known as Harborcane. Local coverband, Hypercane, does an annual booze cruise and we all get together to party like a rockstar...limo and all...for one night. Its always a good time...

On the ortho front, I get the go/no-go next week (14th) as to if I am completed with my "orthodontic treatment". That may be the best birthday present ever, or quite possibly the straw that breaks the camel's back. I know I am seeming dramatic, but I'll be 28 next Saturday, I feel this crap is preventing me from moving on with my life. I even feel like it's preventing me from just simply being me. Weird right? I've just immersed myself in dance in hopes to avoid social situations where I will just feel incredibly awkward and unhappy. (see: all social situations). I am ready to, I need to, just move on. I am anxious and excited all in the same space.

So here I sit on August 2nd....wishing the next week and a half away. I feel like I've wished the 2 years away, which I think I have. Is that a success or a failure? You make the call.

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